In her memoir, Jessica Waite, a widow from Canada, talks about how she consumed her late husband’s ashes after learning that he had multiple affairs.
According to the New York Post, her husband, Sean, died in 2015 while they were on a work trip in Texas.
In her memoir, Waite talks about how she found her husband’s extensive browsing history and how she was able to access his iPad to look up his hospital number.
She also found Houston escorts’ prices and locations. According to Waite, upon typing Houston into her browser, she was greeted with an auto-complete message that read “Houston escorts.”
Throughout the months that she was investigating her husband’s private life, Waite was able to uncover that he had cheated on her and regularly visited escort websites.
She also learned that he had lied to her about working late. On his computer, she found hundreds of explicit videos.
According to Waite, she was able to learn that her husband had been living in Colorado and having sex with both women and escorts.
In her recently-published book, Waite talks about her growing frustration with her husband’s double life. While she was considering his betrayals, she decided to remove the ashes from his bag and mixed them with her dog’s feces.
She stated that she had desecrated her husband’s remains in the past. However, after experiencing immense guilt and despair, she decided to consume more of his ashes.
The ashes felt dry and had a mineral mud consistency on the tongue.
Waite says that she was detached from reality during the moments following her husband’s death. She now has a new man in her lives, but she still thinks about the man she once married.
In her memoir, Waite writes that she still feels a part of herself has died. Despite her newfound strength, she still cries every day.